My pregnancy journey at 35

0:00 hi everybody welcome to my channel my name is ankita im im want sorry educator im an early child who expert today i m not talking to you here is an educator im talking to you as a mom im talking to you as someone who has struggle to conseehersecond child ye video a timing bhot rend बहुt time se soch मुझे video bnana cai to talk about my journey to talk about you know everything have gone through, but

0:27 let me start with the good news i am in my sevent month of pregnancy thats the good news and let me now tell you what has gone down okay so let me tell you this is a field test filed test कितने सारे है कितने सारे feldfeeldtes for field for

0:57 for month i think countlesमैंने fake दिए हhoंgaso ets not even talk about those and then the आर you know to positives lenders a third positive okay so last year twenty twenty four me ye sb कुछ हुआ and now i am in my seven month i vented my seven month of pregnancy

1:27 and it has been very hard to conceive this time around im thirty five man expect ne kiya tha today just want to talk about the decision to have a child and spite of all these difficulties because मुझे cape log पूछे हैं your old daugters already five in a have so why do you want to have another child and why did you want to go through all of this to have an other side so let me tell

1:51 you en is as three and a hafiasmeansolever in singup my husband thats when i express the desire to him that you know i want you know i want to get pregnant again i want to have an of the baby and tub tk the wind was closed for us mn decide that we are one in don and then the desire in me alles was there that i want to have to children have grown wo he brother i

2:17 could not imagin shing the only child and all of my friends are having babies and was already talking about you know mary sister krung mary sister to wo krung so she was already that zone and i knew for her we are in a joint family, if she has a sibling shes okay if she doesnt have a sibling its okay so ultimately and my husband was okay with anything also he said okay, if you want have a

2:40 baby will have a baby if you dont want to have a baby want you know so it all came down to me and deep down i knew that i want to have another child you know that desire was really strong and so the journey started it started when we went to singapore last year तो लोग जब मुझसे पूछते हैं why did i decided to have a second child i dont know i think perenting got so easy

3:06 for me that i had the desire to do it मेरे लिए बहुत dिffiकlट था, the face of sixteen mons hafirfiशतबमैंने पूरा givap कर दिया था बट देन धीरे धीरे जस लर्निंग स्टाफ इम्प्लीमेंटिंग सिsटmजोअबमैलको सिखा रही हूं। i tink my life became very sorted you know work? was also i really gru im at a place, were im completely financially independent and then i was like this is the right time, but your body also has to belive it।

3:34 the rit। टाइम सो इतने सारे, ये फील प्रेग्नेंसी टेस्ट हैं बस, उसके बाद जब हमने ट्राय किया वी वर not successful ओके एंड, उसके बाद भी आपको बहुत सारे प्रेग्नेंसी टेस्ट दिख रहे हैं, जो पॉजिटिव है बट उसके बाद क्या हुआ वो मैं आपको शायद 1 बार और कोई और एपिसोड में बताउंगी but i would just like to come here and tell you that if you want to have a child and your partner is on bord,

3:58 then please dont listen to people win the sa o sixer age gap है sevniयraggap है मतलब, मेरे पैरेंट्स के बीच में ninersaggap है तो मेरे बच्चों के बीच में नाइनयर्जएजgैप हो तो क्या फर्क पड़ता है न सो यू हैव टू डू वत्स राइट फॉर योर फैमिली i think that has to you know be the bottom line and your child and your family comes first, this is your decision to make not somebody s s decision to make

4:21 i would say that to you ofcouse apko cुdकoonbodana hoga with the whole tort cbecbewota i know a lot of parents who had tilden, because they just wanted a sibling for their child, but i dont know if that is a sound decision to make im sore babe ne ke bad, they want to love the baby and everything, but then the mother of the father might not be ready they do it just for the child and i think

4:44 that s and fair its okay may be to some people, but mujhe lagta tha unless my desire to reser child is very strong, i will not people to do justice i dont want to reser child just to entertain or just because i older in once on race to mujhe krna a parent to may how she s going to be a friend she s going to be a sister figure, but who s going to raise the child

5:06 so that olnesrealylise on the parent here, but at its binnen over velmi journey my last pregnancy i was quite depressed i had started working my criar was kekingoffid worked in a school i really wanted to open a school wo nye hua and i wanted to open is center nothing was really working out and i just thought its going to be so difficult now to get back to work you know and im somebody who really like

5:36 mother wodisfulfeeling, but i also need to be some one for myself and i need to be something i need to be helpful in need to make a difference so and team instagram binita for lack eleven to v thousand followers ne te pan so followers the shit i was and even posting regularly and then what happened is you know we had ish and three four month later kovid hit the world went online and i launched all my

6:06 problams online and suddenly i was doing eighteen ours a week work and i was like are ye kya ho you know where did bende go from begin newmom to getting your career back so i think i would everything to to my rate and people say in india it still like you know i beta होना चाहि, but i had to do it all over again, cos anyone all over again। i would chose the tutes that she chores

6:33 s you know and she s a de feeling child so its not in a right, but i think because of her मैंने इतना सीखा parenting in sea parenting i am actually very proud of myself for being the parent i am today and because of her i think i m able to help at the people बिकज मुझे उनकी प्रॉब्लम समझ में आती है, मैंने फेस किया है वो सारे issues right सो and this time around my pregnent

6:56 do and i think my pregnancies on the side and my work is in the for front of everything and its very interesting, because bevisjuskaking its very interesting, because i am creating, now programs for early jilwoldpereting that have never been done you know the kind of programs am doing the very holes som categorically age programs that i am planning have never been done before in the country। i dont know if it is there i in the world,

7:24 but everything together in a platform i have come across and i think this baby is now motivating to get that out there you know and i m really excited for all the moms, who are going to be joining me in this journey and its going to be very exciting, but coming back to the disappointment coming back to the test, the file test that you see इतने सारे फेलियर्स के बाद positive भी थे some of them did

7:49 not result into a baby, but i थिंक उसके बारे में कोई और पिसोड में बात करेंगे today i just wanted to lead on the foundation that if you are trading to have a child, if you dont want to have a child, because of age gap i am living prof and you just need to get clarity on your thats all right। so i will continue this convisation on another video, some other time today i just want it

8:13 to come and start talking about this and keep the conversation going and i will get into the details of my conceiving the infertility all the issues let me know in comments? what your questions are so in the next video i can address them and subscribe to my channel, if you have not down already i will see very soon।